Suey Tueesdeee

Giving up on the face. book. i sure am. i tried 20 min a day. it didn't work. i tried lingering there and socializing until i hated it. and that didn't work. i tried going hiking and that didn't work. i tried working and that didn't work. i still go there. i use it. i am distracted by it. i am looking for it to give me answers and attention and adoration. my eyes feel connected to it. we linger. at each other. i at it and it at me. it talks to me and tells me what my friends are doing. it not they. i say it is deleted. tomorrow. i promise. along with this blog. i am starting from scratch. professional refined edited neat selected focused. elimination. secretization. no more sharing. life connections. isolated. alone. i didn't need you anyway. or anyone. it's all about individuality and being number one. competition. rise to the top. be self-fish. be private. be quiet.

i will type less and it will be great.